when hope's the only thing to hold on to

sometimes i wonder

what this is all about

what i'm meant to do

where i'm heading to

how long do i try

what can satisfy

sometimes its much easier to trust

...and only trust

*the girl*

# sheena
# 15 yrs old

*the loves *

# God
# badminton
# running
# sports of any kind
# my room
# my friends
# my cell (mustard saplings)
# holidays
# milo
# ice-cream

*its just me.noone else. *

To put it simply, im just your average teenager
who worries too much
tries to hard
and makes a fool outta herself
but i'll stand up again
or at least i'll try
and trust my maker
to carry me on eagle's wings

*i'm dreaming *

::move to live in Australia::
::get a G.P.A of at least 3.4::
::top 4 for cheers doubles in september::
::endless supply of haagen daaz ice-cream::
::church camp to happen all over again::
::holidays and more holidays::
::meet you::

Monday, August 07, 2006

God is good!! hahas. i can't believe i scored like 34/35 for my maths test. i mean, i noe quite a number of pple got full marks and so 34/35 isn't that great a deal (to others), but to me, its absolutely unbelievable. okok. let me explain. my 1st semester maths results were...terrible. i mean, i was just scraping through a 3.2 GPA. my test scores were like 23/40 or something like that. and i kinda thought that's it for me man. my maths can't make it. and it was quite bad for me cause i did quite well for maths last year. but i guess, God is ever so good. for e first test of the 2nd semester, i actually scored 35/35 and now this!!! it's amazing how God turns things arnd. now my maths aint that hopeless anymore. in case u're wondering what happened to that 1 mark. it was a CARELESS mistake. grrr... but i guess, i should still be more than thankful for the 34 marks!

another wonderful news was that yesterday i recieved the reply from SBA (s'pore badminton assoc) that i've been accepted into the youth squad. well, its really God's answer to my prayers and i'm really thankful for his blessings! Ever since i came out of sports sch last year, i've been trying to get into SBA but i've never been accepted (lots of politics)...and finding proper trng for myself was quite a tough thing. i've been really wanting to get in and i've been praying real hard. however, last week i received the letter that i wasnt accepted this year and u can say i was really disappointed. but my parents wrote in again to ask why i wasnt accepted when my results were better than some of their players. aft that, i sort of told the Lord that i leave the whole matter to Him. Whether i get in or not, i trust that He has everything planned out for me, "plans to prosper me not harm me". and i think God taught me how to trust and let Him take control of my life through this experience. He's really great.

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xinquan & sheena out
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